Let me first say, Asmurphy, that I cannot imagine losing a child to suicide. I am sorry for your loss. In regards to the psychic phenomenon you described, all I can advise, is to stay present, to sit in the awareness that perceives it. This awareness is untouched by any phenomena. By witnessing it you bless it, just like the sun which is removed from all that happens here on earth, blesses unconditionally. And then for your kind inquiry, you can go to my site here and you will find the image that you can make into various sizes and mediums. https://www.janakasartandbooks.com/warehouse-open-edition-prints/art_print_products/dreamflight18x24-1997?product_gallery=111347&product_id=6760371 Peace