I know that voice all too well. My father passed it on to me and I probably chose my father because I already had it coming in. In the Indian tradition, one usually wears white as a reminder of living a sattvic or spiritual life. Wearing white is not easy because you will move through the day getting all kinds of splotches on it which you can't avoid seeing. Living a totally materialistic life wear black or red those blotches go unnoticed. That egoic arrogant voice is just a voice, no need to heed it. It is a con game trying to keep the idea that you are not worthy of Divine Unconditional Love by making you feel shameful or you have no right to be proud, because you are worthless. You a perfect as you are, friend.❤️🙏😎