I hear you, brother. promoting one's elf and all that shit is tedious and goes against our spiritual grain. Those who are to read my books, take my art home, join me in chanting and meditation will come. I do not give my books or art away per se because it makes it harder for those who do sell their to make a living. Some artists sell their work so cheaply that it undercuts other artists. All is well. You are as God created you whether you sell or not❤️🙏