Ahh, the fascinating adventures of Marcia. always a good read. Fortunately, my angel committee goes over all my wishes, deleting many, such as that swingers club, from my list. And most of these wishes, fantasies, are only enticing in my mind. When I step back and look at them with the discrimination of reality they lose their appeal--of course cold showers help as well. Plus I don't drink. I think most people who live out these fantasies need to shut down the executive functioning with substances.🙏❤️